Though she enjoyed herself, she felt ashamed at the time.
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What did shock me was my reaction: I felt ashamed.
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I felt ashamed and embarrassed, but I couldn't articulate why.
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He felt ashamed of himself and sad for his parents.
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"Every time I saw him I felt ashamed," she said.
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They weren't believed, felt ashamed and didn't see justice served.
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I felt ashamed for intruding and adding to his misery.
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Instead of feeling angry (the anger came later), I felt ashamed.
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Ellroy lived with his mother but felt ashamed of her behaviour.
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He felt ashamed, and admitted to other risky behaviors, infidelity included.
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And then he felt ashamed of his privilege and his discontentedness.
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She felt ashamed that her grandmother could not be proud of her.
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On Saturday, many demonstrators said they felt ashamed to be South Korean.
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"If you were gay, you felt marginalized, you felt ashamed," said Danton.
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I suddenly felt ashamed of it all — and more than anything, sad.
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" Despite her current situation, Mason admitted she's "never felt ashamed of pole dancing.
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She felt ashamed that their stories had been excluded from the history books.
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For a handful, they felt ashamed; for the majority, nothing changed their behavior.
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"I felt ashamed when my parents spoke Occitan in public," remembers Ms Vedere.
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" She recalls sensing that the officers themselves "felt ashamed having to do this.
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It wasn't something that I felt ashamed of or out of place for.
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The Saturday Profile BEIJING — Pema Tseden, the Tibetan filmmaker and writer, felt ashamed.
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Mark followed signs to the fourth floor, then suddenly felt ashamed of himself.
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I felt ashamed in my own way, but it was also easy to hide.
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As a victim of sexual assault and psychological terror, I felt ashamed and frightened.
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Ms. McGregor felt ashamed, because she had gotten the implants simply to improve her appearance.
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I felt ashamed because I was like everybody else—I was making fun of furries too.
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When the state wanted to give me some awards for all of this, I felt ashamed.
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For so long, I’ve always felt ashamed to talk about my anxiety, ADD & OCD.
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" The 32-year-old rapper and actor entered treatment on Monday, writing that he felt "ashamed.
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Chanel Miller felt ashamed after her sexual assault — but not because of the sexual assault itself.
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Scott said that before he met Bigg, he had often felt ashamed about his own drug use.
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Callum came home that day and felt ashamed of how he treated his friend, Williams told Metro.
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I felt ashamed, afraid, and completely alone, and I knew that I couldn't go back to school.
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I've always felt ashamed of how little I've been there to help her in times of need.
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I felt ashamed, one, because I was lying, but I also felt ashamed because I felt like I should have some other country, and that all the other kids could trace their roots elsewhere, and I could only trace my roots to the country that had enslaved us.
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"I had the worst behavior," said Ms. Madani, who said she felt ashamed by what she had done.
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He said he felt ashamed and embarrassed when he walked into his supervisor's office to let him know.
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About 3 in 10 women said they felt ashamed after experiencing workplace-related sexual advances, the poll found.
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Sinatra Jr. told the newspaper recently that he never felt ashamed not reaching his father's level of fame.
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"Like oh, maybe there's a reason why I kissed my best friends and felt ashamed growing up," Stenberg said.
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"I felt ashamed, making such a mistake, and that I abandoned others' trust in me," one nurse told researchers.
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Still, that day I felt ashamed — not of my choice, which I have never regretted, but of my silence.
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U.S. Special Forces officers told our reporters they felt ashamed to abandon allies, while Kurdish fighters described feeling betrayed.
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I've felt ashamed for not knowing that premiums would eat a quarter, then a third, of my gross income.
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She recalled crying by herself after one instance of harassment and said she kept another secret because she felt ashamed.
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Perpetually buried under layers of clothing, I felt ashamed for being so different to my mostly white, high-school peers.
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" Cudi told fans about his trip to rehab in a Facebook post earlier this month, writing that he felt "ashamed.
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I was terrified people were going to accuse me of having an eating disorder, so I felt ashamed of myself.
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I felt ashamed that my issue must be the result of a faulty skincare regimen rather than genetics and hormones.
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More than feeling violated, I felt ashamed, and guilty for not taking more action and reporting the incident right away.
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I'll never know if he lied because he felt ashamed by what he had done, or hadn't done, on Okinawa.
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"Rather than go get more public assistance, which I already felt ashamed of, I ended up selling myself out," she says.
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I felt ashamed that I had to lie, but more afraid of what would happen if anyone ever found me out.
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But they gave me such beautiful advice that I felt ashamed for thinking and feeling the way I did and making judgments.
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Those close to him also knew he felt ashamed that, as a senior, he was merely a backup on the wrestling team.
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"I felt ashamed — I had compromised what I thought it should be," Strickland, a home-school teacher, said in a telephone interview.
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As a white male who served with many African-American men when we were at war, I felt ashamed of my country, disgrace.
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When I thought about that in the context of the outrageous amount of trash my family and I now produce, I felt ashamed.
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He beat her bloody, she said, yet somehow she was the one who felt ashamed when the police showed up at her door.
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But when I grew up, I learned more and more about China and the Communist Party, and I felt ashamed to be Chinese.
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As for why she felt ashamed, Sigler said that was par for the course when keeping such a big secret for so many years.
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Though she hasn't reappeared in person, Fan did issue an apology on her Weibo account, claiming that she felt ashamed for what she'd done.
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Instead, I peeled her fingers from my waist and stepped back, angry at her ambush, and then felt ashamed for not being more compassionate.
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When Laura walked through the house and the old wooden floorboards creaked beneath her feet, she felt ashamed to be carrying so much weight.
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I felt ashamed of it for a really long time, but conflicted, because I also loved sex and wanted to have more of it.
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But Monday, watching Donald Trump all but genuflect in front of Vladimir Putin, was the first time I felt ashamed of being an American.
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I felt ashamed again and I smiled at the blond truck driver, who had a delicious dimple in his chin, and he smiled back.
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As a young girl I felt ashamed of how I looked because the message I received was to be beautiful was to be white.
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I felt ashamed and weak when she would say no...I always took her 'no' to be a direct reflection of her feelings towards me.
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For years, Oncale told BuzzFeed News, he felt ashamed that he didn't stand up for himself when several male coworkers, including his supervisors, tormented him.
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I felt ashamed and embarrassed that I wasn't able to play anymore, but more importantly, I felt like I lost an entire part of myself.
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After a few months and no progress, I felt ashamed of being fed so much free salami and ham, so I took a bold decision.
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Growing up in classes of mainly Rebeccas, Ashley's, and Emily's, I always felt ashamed of my name to the point of wanting to change it.
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I was scared, angry and miserable, and I felt ashamed of myself for not having been able to stop him making me feel this way.
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For years after that incident, I was really put off having one-night stands because I felt ashamed of how that night had played out.
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"I felt ashamed to be the bad part of a great story," Ms. Brennan-Jobs told our reporter in one of a series of interviews.
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I got a peek at its new product, called the Perso, in a chic hotel room where I felt ashamed to show my beleaguered skin.
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"It might sound like a huge cliché, but when I saw what real poverty was, I felt ashamed of my stupid western complaints," she said.
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"This is the first time I'm speaking about my adoption story, but I've never had anything to hide or felt ashamed about my adoption," he says.
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As soon as Grace and I got into the rental car and headed for the airport, I felt ashamed that I had not been more generous.
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"Lolita stated she wanted to make this report because she felt ashamed and decided to file a report after talking with family," the police document states.
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This scholar is validating on a wide stage what I've believed and lived for so long but often felt ashamed to do so (because of stigma).
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Ms. Ito said she felt ashamed and considered keeping quiet too, wondering if tolerating such treatment was necessary to succeed in Japan's male-dominated media industry.
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"I felt ashamed that I wasn't 100 percent, because it was clear that one side of sexuality presents issues, and the other doesn't as much," Hedges said.
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When Shepard asked if she felt ashamed at all surrounding her first divorce — Faris divorced from actor Ben Indra in 2008 — Faris admitted that she was embarrassed.
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Dozens of trans women have been killed in the last few years alone by their intimate partners, men who've felt ashamed and angered by their stigmatized attraction.
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" He added, "I felt ashamed that I wasn't 100 percent, because it was clear that one side of sexuality presents issues, and the other doesn't as much.
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It took years for people to come forward with their Trump University complaints, likely because many felt ashamed of the fact that they had been taken in.
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It's probably not a surprise that I hopped on every morning hoping to love my stats, but always felt ashamed, never satisfied — no matter what it said.
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When he recently came back to take a job as an administrator in a hospital, he said he felt ashamed that his relatives were still practicing chhaupadi.
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Others felt ashamed about times when their parents told their teachers that they wouldn't be allowed to read the books along with the rest of the class.
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"I feel badly that some people from the show went back to some bad decision making patterns and gained the weight back, and felt ashamed," Roth tells PEOPLE.
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Angel Dorante, an opposition activist and former rice farmer said he felt ashamed Venezuelan output had collapsed, blaming nationalizations under late leader Hugo Chavez and lack of fertilizers.
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I saw women in princess garb, wearing tiaras and tutus, and marveled that we had really not come further than this — then immediately felt ashamed for thinking that.
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She said that she felt helpless because she didn't want to lose her job, and that she didn't report the encounter at the time because she felt ashamed.
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Army Green Berets who had fought alongside the Kurds and praised them for their valor said they felt ashamed at how the United States had treated the Kurds.
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Through his words, I saw myself and the status quo I had helped maintain by failing to criticize the structures in which I existed, and I felt ashamed.
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After the country's defeat in World War II, Germans felt ashamed of their role in the bloodshed and in the genocide of the Holocaust, and adopted a pacifist stance.
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When I first saw it in 1992, I immediately felt ashamed of the Whitesnake and Poison tapes that I'd bought with my allowance and loved just a year before.
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We were truly a minority in Minnesota, and I always felt ashamed of my culture and heritage, so it was something that I did not embrace nor learn about.
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While she did not tell her boyfriend at the time because she felt ashamed, she said she did tell neighbors that something bad had happened to her on the trip.
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Others said they felt ashamed when people they know ditched the Note 7 for a rival product or when they heard news announcements about the phones being banned from aeroplanes.
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"He didn't have to deal with the countless times he molested me, / he didn't deal with the countless times I felt ashamed or disgusting," Thorne, 21, wrote in the poem.
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A poll released last weekend found that 7 percent of Brazilians approved of Mr. Temer's administration, 76 percent thought he should resign, and 47 percent felt ashamed to be Brazilian.
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"I was offered a lot of money without thinking about the consequences," said Maria, now 20, who said she did not want her real name used because she felt ashamed.
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When I read that nobody should ever feel ashamed to be alone or to be in a crowd, I realized that I often felt ashamed of both of those things.
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As a freshman in high school, he was focused on building friendships and joining sports teams, and sometimes felt ashamed that he had to break off to test his blood sugar.
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"When I saw the level of hostility I was really surprised, and I felt ashamed, because the Georgia that I knew was much more tolerant and open than that," he said.
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"I felt ashamed of how I had changed from a veteran Army soldier into someone who I wasn't proud to be," Root, 35, tells PEOPLE for the 2018 Half Their Size issue.
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In an interview with ABC's Good Morning America that aired Wednesday, United parent company CEO Oscar Munoz said he felt "ashamed" watching the video of the man being forced off the jet.
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In the past month, I have grieved for a child who has never existed, and then, remembering I have a friend who had a stillbirth, have felt ashamed of my self-indulgence.
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My arm started to ache and I made eye contact with one of the artists in the back, he looked down quickly and I felt ashamed for making him feel like a voyeur.
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I felt ashamed that for so long I had resented someone who I now, suddenly, felt like I knew so well — someone with whom I realized I shared much more than just a name.
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I felt ashamed the next day, but was amazed that I wasn't sick and how my body had dealt with me going balls to the wall from no meat to basically half a cow.
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I was a white woman, a foreigner volunteering at a local school, and I felt ashamed of my own familiar silhouette: a vulnerable white woman crying danger at anonymous men lurking in the shadows.
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In my mind, overeating was a stigma, so I never pulled any of my professors aside to ask if they had heard of people who sometimes ate uncontrollably, lied about it and then felt ashamed.
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It didn't matter that I had interviewed Ella Dawson, who told me herpes made her sex life better; I felt ashamed of whatever I'd done to bring the condition on...and ashamed of my own shame.
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"Of those who had a miscarriage, 37% felt they had a lost a child, 47% felt guilty, 41% reported feeling that they had done something wrong, 41% felt alone, and 28% felt ashamed," the study reported.
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He says many Japanese who tried to do so at the time were considered disloyal to the US, and many people who were in the camps felt ashamed and didn't talk about it to their families.
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Yuliana Korzan, a 26-year-old worker in a furniture factory, said she signed up for the session because she felt ashamed at not being able to speak the language properly while being fluent in Russian.
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" At a press conference more than a week after the first allegations against him surfaced, Franken apologized for disappointing people and said he felt ashamed — but, when asked about a possible resignation, said he wouldn't "speculate on that.
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Munoz later struck a tone of contrition, telling ABC's "Good Morning America" on Wednesday that he felt "ashamed" over the incident and vowed never again to let law enforcement remove "a booked, paid, seated passenger" from a plane.
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World number three Rory McIlroy complained the partisan home crowd "overstepped the boundaries" while Ryder Cup veteran Sergio Garcia said 15 percent of the spectators had been "really bad" and that he "felt ashamed" for his American girlfriend.
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When I read more of what Ms. Mallory had to say about marching, I felt ashamed that it took the dread of Donald J. Trump to wake me up to the reality that progress is never permanent, or certain.
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Kerrigan, 47, says she felt "ashamed" about her fertility issues and believes her problems — which occurred in between the 1996 birth of her son Matthew and 2005 birth of her son Brian — were made worse by keeping her struggle a secret.
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LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - Actor Jimmy Bennett, who The New York Times reported has accused Italian actress Asia Argento of sexual assault, said on Wednesday he tried to handle the matter privately and felt "ashamed and afraid" after the story was published.
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I have often wondered whether he took my opinion into account, and I have felt ashamed that I let such a trivial and selfish motive guide me in a decision that might have resulted in my mother's release from prison.
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From dating straight boys who felt ashamed of their desires to be with her, to the acceptance and love that came when she met her current partner, it's a powerfully honest and at times painful account of dating as a trans woman.
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I felt ashamed whenever my mother asked about why things were taking so long, and questioned whether I was foolish for leaving her again to pursue career opportunities I felt I would never be able to get if I stayed in Canada.
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Together, the accounts provide a widening tally of alleged abuses, and illustrate the toll on women who say they felt ashamed and isolated as they watched the Hollywood producer walk red carpets, pile up Oscars and showcase his ties to prominent figures.
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In a recent interview with Oprah Winfrey, Chanel Miller — whose sexual assault trial against "Stanford swimmer" Brock Turner made international headlines in 2016 — shared that she felt ashamed not because of the assault itself, but because of the online comments criticizing her.
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Although she had an appointment for a sexy bedroom photoshoot, this woman asked to remain covered up, revealing to Isis that she had a mastectomy scar on one of her breasts and, despite having had it for 12 years, she still felt ashamed of it.
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United CEO apologizes for 'truly horrific' passenger incident Munoz later struck a tone of contrition, telling ABC's "Good Morning America" that he felt "ashamed" over the incident and vowed never again to let law enforcement remove "a booked, paid, seated passenger" from a plane.
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" — Cara Siskind "I haven't taken psychiatric medications myself, but I have been in therapy at times, and it was so helpful — but also so hard to reach for, because part of me felt ashamed for being weak and needing someone else's help to deal with normal life problems.
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"First time I've ever felt ashamed and embarrassed to be British … And soon we may have no UK either?" the choreographer Matthew Bourne posted on Twitter on Friday, referring to the possibility of another referendum on independence for Scotland, which voted overwhelmingly to stay within the European Union.
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The Dixie Chicks, meanwhile, are still recovering from their world going kablooey after the lead singer, Natalie Maines, told a crowd in London days before the 2003 invasion of Iraq that she stood with the pacifists of the city and felt "ashamed" that President George W. Bush was from Texas.
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Following episodes of my own hypomania, I've looked back and felt ashamed of the times I impulse-bought a case of off-brand Kylie Jenner lip gloss and $300 worth of hair vitamins, but then I remember I impulse-bought a case of off-brand Kylie Jenner lip gloss and $300 worth of hair vitamins.
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"I felt like I was failing at something that should come really naturally and it was really difficult for me," said Conrad, 33, admitting she "felt ashamed" and "like a bad mom" because she couldn't produce enough milk for her son after he was about 4 months old, even after trying a myriad of would-be remedies like lactation cookies, teas and pills.
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When she finally worked past the shame to open up to someone she trusted in private, all she got in return was a reminder of why she'd felt ashamed to begin with — and a clear indication that she shouldn't talk about this anymore: I finally broke down and "admitted" the incident to a religious leader I was very close with.
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Every weekday morning he drove "to work," dropped the kids off at their school and came back in time for dinner, except when, as an important scientist, he was away traveling for the W.H.O. When the whole edifice collapsed (he was just shy of 39), it turned out that in all the time he had been perpetrating this fraud, only a single friend had begun to wonder what exactly his job consisted of, but felt ashamed of doubting him and let it go.
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